The Path To 9/11

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I watched Part One of this two-part mini-series on ABC tonight. I have to say, I was blown away, both by the production values of this MOW (aka Movie of the Week) and of the information it provides.

It is excellently written, acted and produced. It could rival the best episodes of 24 in its suspense and realistic feel, though it did move rather slow in a few areas. But production aside, what it reveals of the events leading up to September 11, 2001 is insanely mind-bending.

Some of it it is already known, in the arrests of various Al Qaeda operatives on their way to, or shortly after, a terrorist attack. But at one point, we apparently had a clear and perfect opportunity to take out/arrest/kill Osama Bin Laden back in 1998, but was not approved at the last minute. Richard Clark, NSC for President Clinton and now an ABC adviser, defends the move saying that the CIA operatives there would have been cut down in the attempt and it would not have been successful.

I don’t believe him. And even if he is correct, wouldn’t it have been better to have tried back then, with the element of surprise on our side, than what has happened since? It seems to me that Clinton’s advisers and cabinet were more afraid of what their Boss and what the Congress would do to them if any Ops against Bin Laden and Al Qaeda than they were intent on protecting and defending the citizens of the US. And Clinton was far too busy defending himself because he couldn’t keep his paws of an intern to pay real attention to what was happening in the world, nonetheless in his own ranks.

It will be interesting to see what mistakes and missteps the Bush Administration made in the months and days leading up to September 11th. Because you know they made them. Ain’t nobody perfect in this world.

What I do admire about Bush is that once the attack happened, he came out and said what everyone in the Intelligence community knew since the early 1990s: we are at war with this guy. Bin Laden declared war on America, on Americans, on every single one of us unless we convert to Islam or until we are all dead. Every last one of us. He declared that back in the early 1990s. He made it known to the world. And September 11th was just one in a many attacks he’s made on us. But more importantly, Bush not only declared war, he backed it up with action. He was ruthless in his pursuit. That is, until Bin Laden took refuge in the mountains of an American ally, Pakistan, who still claims allegiance to us over Bin Laden/Taliban.

If Pakistan’s leaders really believe that, they must be completely out of touch with their own people, who are aiding and abetting Bin Laden and the Taliban even today. Personally, I think Pakistan’s leaders are playing both sides of the fence because they get benefits from being on America’s side but I think their hearts really belong to Bin Laden. That’s just my opinion.

Bush started so strong. He was kickin’ ass and takin’ names. But he seems so impotent now. What happened? What happened?  I have to wonder if He got so frustrated with Pakistan that it caused him to turn and kick Saddam in the balls, which drug us into an unwinnable position in Iraq. And somewhere along the way he lost his way.

Back to "The Path of 9/11", I can see why many Clinton loyalists cried foul over this movie though. It doesn’t shine the best light on Clinton. But that’s really Clinton’s own fault, not the fault of the 9/11 Commission or the filmmakers. He sucked at foreign policy. Even Clinton fans have to admit that. He just sucked at it. I don’t know if he just didn’t care, or if he just completely lacked comprehension of it.

Failure doesn’t belong just to him, though. It seems clear that it didn’t just filtered down through his underlings, but it had percolated unchecked through the intelligence and law enforcement agencies for years; perhaps due to Reagan’s failing mental health or the elder Bush’s lack of trust or belief in Reagan’s policies.  There was a gross lack of communication and trust between intelligence agencies and a whole lot of people who just didn’t see any of it coming till it was too large to stop.

Whatever you may think of Clinton or Bush, I think ABC actually made a very wise and valuable choice in producing this film. How many of us actually took the time, or would bother to take the time even now, to read the whole 9/11 Commission Report. But we’re all more than willing to watch a mini-series for a few hours, especially one that’s aired uninterrupted — as in without those stupid, pesky, annoying commercials. And perhaps some of us, like me, just might get curious enough to read the real thing and actually have a better understanding of the world we live in and events leading up to the attack that woke us up to the fact that we really are at war. Not because we declared it so, but because someone out there really does want us dead.

Correction & Apology

I just got a very kind voicemail message left by Michelle at WKRN saying that ABC made the last minute decision to replace "Lost" last night with "George Lopez". My bad for blaming WKRN. It wasn’t their fault and I apologize to them for my tantrum.  Excuse me now while I kick ABC’s butt for not feeding my addiction. I’ll be back soon.

AAAAUUUGHHHHH!!

ImagesI’m really hating WKRN right now.
This will probably not endear me to Brittney, and it will probably kill my chances of ever being on Nashville it Talking ever again — and there goes any hope of ever getting back on it’s aggregator; I’ve been off it since I moved my blog over to Typepad –but I’m so frustrated with the station right now I don’t care. WHAT are they DOING to me????

ABC’s website says that there is a Lost episode scheduled to air tonight. However, WKRN has for some stupid reason or another decided NOT to show it, but to show some episode of "George Lopez" instead.

Hello?! "George Lopez"??? Come on. You preempt one of the highest rated (if not THE highest rated) shows on your network to show some low-rated, half-wit sitcom? One that I don’t even like?? (because it is all about me, you know) How rude is that.

Don’t they know I’m desperately trying to get up to speed on this incredible show before the OctoberEtc1_c09_f2_1 start of the 3rd season? Don’t they know that now I have to spend $3 to download it from iTunes? Don’t they know how frustrating it is to have to watch this incredible show on my laptop??

I mean, I watch "Lost" faithfully each week. Well, at least I have since I "discovered" its greatness over Memorial day weekend. Not only that, I watch it in real time
— okay, that’s because I don’t have TiVo — but still, I’m watching WKRN through the commercials and everything. And I stay on WKRN for the news. Okay, I’m really waiting for "Sex and The City" to come on, but I choose to keep it on WKRN. And I do think they have the best newscast in Nashville. And I always turn to them when there’s a "storm" on the way….

Is it too much to ask of them to at least keep to the ABC schedule when it comes to "Lost" for such a faithful supporter of the station as me? I mean, come on, guys. It’s been two weeks without "Lost" on the tee-vee. I’m going into withdrawals here. Give a girl a break. Feed my addiction. Please. I’m. Dying. Here.

Lost Weekend

B00005jnog01_aa240_sclzzzzzzz_I spent Memorial Weekend watching the first season of "Lost". One episode after another.

I am now addicted.

I downloaded the first episode of season 2 from iTunes last week. Yes, I know it aired on tv last Wednesday, but I didn’t realize it was on until it was half-way through. And I can’t just watch half an episode. That’s just wrong.

So tonight I watched the second episode. And as it ended I came to a
realization: I hate this show. Okay, "hate" is a strong word. I deeply
dislike this show. So why do I continue watching, you may ask? Well, I’ll tell you.

Because I’m addicted!

I blame Nina. She and her husband were the ones who wanted to
spend the weekend watching this show that gives just enough action and
information to whet my appetite and then leaves me hanging just as the
episode ends. AAAAAUUUUGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!

Now I have to plan my summer around Wednesday nights at 8pm. Grrr.

I Miss Home

Paramount_gateI’ve been watching the SAG awards and my heart is aching. I so miss my home!!

I can’t believe that after all this time I see feel that LA is home; that the Industry is still home. Many have talked tonight about feeling so grateful to be a part of the acting tribe.

I miss my tribe! I don’t have one anymore and I really miss it.

My tribe had been the assistants; everyone from PAs to writers and producer’s assistants. My tribe was all of us who worked one job while working toward and dreaming of another. My tribe was all the wanna-be-soon-to-be’s. My tribe was sometimes at Sony, sometimes at Disney, but mostly at Paramount. Oh, man, how I miss those gates!!

My tribe was also at Mosaic. People who understand what it really means to be "on mission" with Jesus. Who understand the sacrifice it takes to live this life unplugged from the Matrix. Who relate to the not only the struggles but the joys of walking with Jesus; the very personal, quirky ways of God, and who are not afraid to enter into the hard conversations, live life over the edge and give of themselves till they bleed.

I miss LA more than I can say. I miss the feel of the city, the diversity and the crazy people. And yes, even the smog and traffic. I miss driving to the studio every day, walking through the gates and eating lunch at the commissary. I miss talking writing stuff with friends and my bosses and acting jaded about the "industry" at large. Most of all I miss my tribe. My peeps. I miss the creative community, both in the Industry and at Mosaic, who challenged me every single day to make every moment count, to create beauty where ever I went and to be light to the dark world how ever I could. Oh, God, how I miss it all!!

Its not that Nashville is bad, or that my church is unfriendly. Its just that it isn’t home. Mosaic is home. LA is home. I don’t know if anything will be able to replace them in my hearts, and I am working to make the new places I find myself in homey, to make them home as much as possible. I guess it will just take more time than I thought. I really do love Nashville.

But times like tonight remind why I love the Industry so much. There is a culture and a language I understand, that is my heart language. I fall naturally into it. When the actors talk about loving the green room and make up trailer, and hanging out around the craft services table, I understand them on a heart level. When S. Epatha Merkerson won her first SAG award at the age of 54, my heart soars because I know what it means to work so hard in such a hard industry and it gives me such hope that a woman can still get awards in their fifties in such an age-biased industry.

How awesome LA is! Yes, my friends — and all who stop by — if you live in Los Angeles, revel in it. Dance in the moonlight and sing on the freeway on your traffic-ridden drive to work. Smile at the homeless waiting at corners to sell you oranges or wash your windshields and feel warm inside that some film team decided to keep the work in your part of town instead of taking their money and jobs to Canada. Yeah, the rent is too high, housing prices are ridiculous, gas is downright unaffordable and the traffic is maddening. But man, you live in the most diverse, most amazingly entertaining and delightful city in the world! Revel in your home. Nothing can compare.

Wisdom Comes from the Strangest Places

Watching episodes from season one of Desperate Housewives tonight I heard a piece of great wisdom. Funny how God uses everything in our lives to teach us Truth, if we’ll only just listen:

"Yes I remember the world I lived in. Every detail. And what I remember most is how afraid I was. What a waste! You see, to live in fear is not to live at all. "

Watch E-Ring Tonight

My friend Scott Reynolds wrote tonight’s episode of NBC’s E-Ring (7pm CT, 8pm ET/PT). I’m soooo excited for him!

I remember when he and Amy first came to Mosaic. Scott worked several jobs to make ends meet, one of them being a freelance script reader. He continually worked to hone his craft, writing one script after another, reading and analyzing every script he could. His tenacity and determination deeply impressed me. I had great faith in his talent, but sorry to say not much in the industry to recognize it. I’ve seen far too many incredibly talented writers never get a break. I got pretty jaded toward the end of my time in Hollywood.

Amy
, his wife, worked as an art designer for a couple of series before Zane was born. Both were always committed to bringing the light of their relationships with Jesus into the lives of others. I loved it. I love seeing their passion and talent and commitment. And I miss being around them. Their lives always inspired and challenged to reach beyond my grasp.

They both have worked their share of sh*t jobs, so I was so excited to hear  that Scott had finally been able to get a script sold AND produced. But then to hear that the script we will see tonight was the key that finally unlocked the door for Scott–that shortly after filming wrapped on the ep, he was offered a staff writing position— holy cow!!!  It was like that scene at the end of  "Working Girl" — I literally shouted, "he made it!! He made it out of ‘below the line’ and into ‘Above the Line’! Woohoo!!!!"

Please watch E-Ring tonight. Support a man (and his  wonderful wife) living his dream. And for some pics from the set — including a couple of Benjamin Bratt — check out Amy’s posts here and here.

HT: Niza

Oh. My. Gosh.

Call me slow. Call me out of the loop. Call me… dumbfounded….

I can download season 2 of "Battlestar Galactica" from iTunes for $2 a piece.

Whoa. iTunes was dangerous when I could download all the music my little heart desires (and it desires a lot) for a buck a tune. But tv…? SciFi tv?? Deadly.

And too cool for words!!!!

Yeah. I’m a geek.

Nashville Bachelor-Little Brother and the Single Life

No, ABC’s latest bachelor — from Nashville — is not my little brother. But I felt an affinity for him as I watched the Bachelor’s debut tonight, being a home-boy and all, and being a young doc at Vandy. I felt very big sisterly as I watched him roam his new chateau, meeting all these women and picking who would stay.

I suppose I’m showing my age by talking "little" and "young" about an eligible, and obviously handsome, early 30s man. I’d probably find him interesting and engaging if I met him in person. Perhaps even be attracted. I certainly won’t turn down a date invitation from a 33 year-old (should one just happen to come). I’m not an idiot.

But watching Travis on tv, he just struck me as a kid in a candy store: wide-eyed and ready to try everything. And in need of a big sister’s rolling eyes and wise counsel. His choices in who got roses struck me as from a boy who still hasn’t quite grown into a man yet.

Don’t get me wrong, for the most part I liked his choices. I was especially rooting for Sarah from Nashville. But red-haired Sarah? Come on. She’s 23 and acts it. Perhaps even younger. At least the Sarah (is that her name?? Too many Sarahs….) from Canada seemed more mature, and confident in her own skin.

My heart broke, though, for the girl-Doc from Florida. She completely shot herself in the foot talking about how she’s ready to move "into her reproductive stage of life". For a woman who’s got such schooling, she proved she’s really lacking in people smarts. Or at least men-smarts. I mean, really. You don’t just start talking babies on the first date. And, contrary to her convictions, there really are other reasons to marry besides reproducing. There’s companionship and partnership and love and enjoyment and fun. But the poor girl was heart-broken when she didn’t get a rose. To the point of threatening not to ever date again, though I’m sure she’s since reconsidered that choice.

I understand her frustration. Sometimes it seems that men just don’t want the same things we women want. Other times it seems they are just callous, free-wheeling self-centered jerks. Oh, but we love them! We dream of them. We long for one of our own. And then, when we get one, we wonder what we’ve gotten ourselves into.

It had to be rough to be Travis in Paris. No, really! I know you’re laughing, but think about it a moment. 12 driven, hungry women vying for the same one guy. That’s some nasty mojo. And you have to be a woman to truly understand and appreciate the truth of that statement. I truly believe if women were in charge of  war-making, war would be a truly hellish thing. Guys just shoot guns and drop bombs. Women gossip, tell lies wrapped in truth and truth wrapped in lies, betray and back-stab…. all while smiling sweetly and swearing true friendship and loyalty. If this guy managed to come out of this whole experience unscathed by the bloody realities of women-group life, it was nothing less than a miracle.

This is my first experience watching "The Bachelor". Perhaps that’s obvious in my post. I don’t know if I’ll be able to stomach watching the whole thing, but I’m gonna give it a shot, if for no other reason than to root for Doc-Travis, and pray, and cringe over every poor choice, and cheer every good one and then pray some more — even though the whole thing is already over — just like a good big sister should.

Good luck, Doc Travis. You’re gonna need it!